I feel so pressured all the time, it is very difficult to keep a journal. I've been thinking about this entry all day, but I haven't been able to sit down and type. Now, it's 9:25 pm and I should be grading papers; instead, I am writing this assignment for CR (a journal entry a day), and I've just returned from church.
All day, I have been hungry to devour God's Word, the Bible. I am hungry, famished, starving. I tuned into LifeChurch.tv on the internet and got a teaching that made me even more hungry...in a good way. Understand, until today, I have never really wanted to read the Bible. I've read it, most of it, and in the last year I've been pretty good at reading some of the Bible everyday. But I don't LIKE it. Today, all that changed. I have wanted to do nothing other than read the Bible. This is such a radical change in my, I quite honestly don't know what to think!
As for examination of conscience, I don't think I've done anything wrong today, although yesterday I blew up at God for a trivial reason and said the forbidden word: GD. I hate myself for doing that. Today, however, there have been no such explosions...thank God.
Now, I must grade papers.
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